Sunday is a perfect day to learn German. I try to learn desperately the new words but sometimes it feels that this crazy language is tearing me apart and the words are fading from my mind. We have a lot of conversation exercises at the lessons and too often it feels that the words don't pop in my mind at all. I don't have any natural abilities for the languages, on the contrary I need to do a lot of work to learn anything. At the high school it was sometimes quite stressful when I had to study three foreign languages at the same time and I was really bad at English (and my English still sucks even if I have spent a year in the UK). My inner memory card obviously runs slowly and I always need to repeat the new words several times to load them to my mind. I'm a bit jealous for all who can learn the languages easily by watching the TV or listening to the music because I have to use all my senses to learn. I've always been more talented mathematical, but do I need the math somewhere? Nope (maybe sometimes if I draw the patterns), and it's a boring subject and I wasn't any master of it either just a bit better as in the languages. But in a weird way I enjoy learning the languages even if that path isn't the easiest to me. My goal is not to learn German perfectly, absolutely not, but I want to learn to use it as a tourist.